I gave you my heart and you broke it.

I shared a part of my soul, and you tore it into tiny pieces.

I gave you my all and you took it for granted.

I gave you my word, yet you gave me empty promises.

I didn’t say I love you just to fill an awkward silence.

I didn’t say I love you as protocol to end a conversation with you.

I didn’t say I love you because is the easiest thing to say.

When I say I love you, best believe I am committed to you.

I said I love you, because my heart beats for you or … used to beat for you.

I said I love you, because I was too involved and couldn’t imagine a life
without you.

Because I don’t just say those words for the sake of it.

Not everyone gets to hear it so … if I say I love you then just believe
that’s all I want to show you.

I want to wake up with you ……with you by my side.

I want to wake up with your kisses all over my body…

I want to wake up, all cuddled up in your arms.

I want you to tell me all the sweet things of how much you love and can’t be
without me.

I had a lot of reasons to give up on you, but I chose to stay.

You had a lot of reasons to stay, but you chose to give up and not make any
effort to love me the way I deserve to be loved.

I broke my own damn heart by continuously creating fantasies in my head of us being together, pretending that you would someday love me again.

But, deep down within, I knew you would never love me the way I wanted you to.

Often when a relationship ends it’s because of differences in needs, behavior and character that we ignored and downplayed in the beginning of the relationship as being not a big deal.

It hurts like hell when you know that you need to let go of someone, but you can’t, because you’re still waiting for the impossible, to happen.

I don’t regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left things at Hello.

Dating someone who is emotionally unavailable is like pouring your love into a black hole. You give them everything.

You give but don’t receive.

You’re left drained and empty. It’ll make you lose your mind, self-esteem and happiness.
They’re just incapable of loving you back no matter what you do.

I did not unlove you overnight.
I unloved you in bits of pieces over time. I grew a new skin that you could never touch, a new heart that you could never break, and a new soul that you could never corrupt.

This is how I unloved you… Slowly, painfully, but with no regrets but those memories…. those memories of the time we spent together keeps haunting me…….and then I realized…….I don’t miss you……I miss that
version of myself when I am with you.

MY CRAZY SEXY SELF.

 

MzJudy??

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